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So, one of the things I realized after last week was that I was isolating pretty badly. I have not been talking to people, venting, or doing any real communication beyond surface level stuff for a long time now. I'm trying to get better but I'm likely going to need to work at it since I've kinda shut down a lot of my ability to talk at people in a meaningful way.

Which is to say I'm going to try and use this journal for more than occasional random updates and Friday posts. I don't know how good I'll be with it but I really want to try and be more communicative.

As I do that, I'm also going to try and make myself more available. So, if you want my Discord is linked below. Feel free to add m and I do the adding thing back. I don't mind being spoken to or poked at, I just am bad at starting conversations sometimes.

tastetheabyss#1274

And yeah, this is also a note to say that yes, I am still alive and trying to be okay. I had a psych appointment today that went well and therapy yesterday that went...okay, I guess. We'll see how that goes.

I'm trying though, guys. I really am.