hello my old heart, where have you been?

So, if you follow fullupwithfire you know things have not been great. Finances are going between bad and worse back to bad and I....Am tired.

Between that and seasonal survivors guilt, which is how I've started describing the feelings around my birthday, I'm just ready for the end of October.

If anyone is inclined, please leave love, happy things, or whatever you feel like. I've been distant and unmoored lately, so reminding myself this is a place I can exist in would be good.