You cna't tell me to regret

[tomakeanoffer]

Thank you everyone who was kind to me yesterday. I'm doing a little better today and have been out of bed for more than an hour, which is nice.

I even fixed our curtain today, which is something I've been meaning to do for at least two weeks and just did not have the energy for. I also did a babble on a story that I might shove in a separate entry to see if anyone is into it.

Things are still rough but I'm holding my head above water for now. Which, you know, is all one can ask for sometimes.

Comments

[imperfect_tense]

oh good <3333333 I know how hard it is, believe me.

[tomakeanoffer]

<333333 Thank you, darling.

[cloudwrack]

Glad you’re doing better today. Congrats on everything you accomplished in spite of brainstuff - I know (too well) how horribly difficult it is to crawl out of bed at times like this, never mind dealing with the rest of a day.

[tomakeanoffer]

Brainstuff is terrible and I am so done with it but I survived today, which I am trying to be proud of.

[thefairymelusine]

Well done. (Also, I think there is something in the air? A lot of people I know have had sudden avalanches of depression/anxiety/pain this week)

[tomakeanoffer]

*nodnod* Yeah, good to know. Whatever is going on, it needs to stop because I am over all of this and seeing people be not okay and not being okay enough to do anything ot help and yeah.

[bookblather]

<3333 I'm glad you're feeling better. Good job on the curtain!!

[tomakeanoffer]

<3333333

[alatefeline]

Yay, you fixed a thing! That is an excellent thing to do. Fixing.

[tomakeanoffer]

<3333 Thanks, doing things is hard and being a person is hard but yeah, I'm trying, which I guess is what matters.

[umadoshi]

*hugshugs*

[tomakeanoffer]

<33333

[goodbyebird]

♥♥♥

[tomakeanoffer]

<3333

[itsamellama]

I'm glad, bb ♥

[tomakeanoffer]

Thanks, dear. I'm doing even better today, which may not last but I am holding my head up for now.

[shy_magpie]

Go you! Being productive even when its this hard!

[tomakeanoffer]

<3333 Thanks, being a person is hard but I'm going to keep trying.

[flamingsword]

Someday someone is going to figure out how to punch depression in its smug fucking face, and I hope we are both still here to see it.

[flybirds]

... and in the meantime, all the thoughts of punching it in the face count damnedest. :)

(and thanks: The visual image you painted was priceless, so yay to combatting depression with humor.)

+1 on who thinks getting anything done is damn awesome, surviving is that anything just goodish, and curtains are a bonus.

[tomakeanoffer]

<33333 Thank you so much for being kind and understanding and supportive as all get out.

[tomakeanoffer]

Yes, good. I like this plan.

[dhampyresa]

*hugs*